fight the battle of who could care less.

theres been a desire to cry today
never know as to why
just as to how
driving in the car through town
with music to set the mood
and the window down to feel the breeze
or a romantic movie to distract my thoughts
excusing my tears for meaninglessness
or high emotions.
theres no being complete anymore
but instead a lacking in joy
feeling the true weight of a good sorrow
no bread crumbs left for my mind
in order to find its way back
except that knowing the truth is hard.
i'm just too far gone.