help me up please...

because tonight just floored me.

i went with melanie, jake, and brooks to the annex. a tuesday night big college group in mt. pleasant thats a part of seacoast church. they started a new topic..."old school" which focuses on my new favorite bible topic ever since the ruf conference...the old testament. so yeah, pretty excited about that. then God just placed this urge on my heart to call this old friend of mine and invite him to come with me sometime. i havent yet cause it's kinda late, but the idea is scary cause i'm really not sure what he'll say. then all of a sudden, out of absolutely nowhere, the announcements guy says they are gonna have an open ocean baptism on sunday. i was speechless. my heart starting pounding, then heavy breathing...i just knew i was gonna cry. and then jake leans over and says "i can go with you." so long story short, i made a bee-line for the sign up sheet not caring if i had to work and ignoring the fact that doing something like this scares me so badly. i just felt like i absolutely needed to. no questions asked.

then i talked to rique. constantly that boy provides me with good conversation. i told him about this girl that God clearly brought into out lives. her name is Nicole and shes kinda in the same situation as me, but opposite...leaves in rock hill but would rather be at school which is charleston. anyways, shes totally looking to join up with house church sometime, actually met rique and jake last week at morningstar, and soon rique will be her friend for life. just by chance i got to meet her. man, God was working overtime tonight and i love it.

p.s. i sent a letter to an old friend today.
i really hope he reads it.