i hate the phone but i wish you'd call.

currently in the library.
sitting at a computer screen almost
but not quite
directly behind jared and he doesnt know it.
makes things interesting.

today is a beautiful day,
partly because the weather is slightly cool
with a huge sun
and i'm wearing a skirt which is probably
the most freeing thing a girl can do.

the wind presents a problem though
especially with a wrap around.
however, i've grown to love the wind lately.
yes, there are tangled bangs
and the chance of flashing someone,
but when i'm walking back from the library
after hours of organic chem
and i close my eyes...
it almost feels like i'm at the beach.
and this is vacation.

and last night i had the most peaceful
hour i've had in the absolute longest time.
after getting back from starbucks
i laid on my bed
with the window down
and the wind blowing through the curtain
(or blanket in my case)
and listened to damien rice.
i even fell asleep at one point.
can we talk about glorious?
more like beautiful.

things are slightly stressful
mostly bored and fatigued
and ready for home.